I can close my eyes and pray that he will come back Or I can open my eyes and see all that he has left My heart can be empty because I can’t see him Or I can be full of the love that we shared I can turn my back on tomorrow and live yesterday Or I can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday I can remember him and only that he is gone Or I can cherish his memory and let it live on. I can cry and close my mind, be empty and turn my back Or I can do what he would want ; smile,open my eyes, love and go on.

Thank you for setting up this Tulip fund for Ian. We hope that you find it a positive experience growing your Tulip Fund and that it becomes a place of comfort and inspiration for you to visit whenever you want or need to.

Let us be held together, I love you now and I am hurting so deeply, I am sorry that I cannot be with you. I cannot be with you now but my spirit sits alongside yours, every moment of every day.